April 2009
1 post
there is this girl...
and she reminds me of a piece of toast…
ahaha i love you carla!
March 2009
20 posts
for what its worth...
you’re all i want
but ill never be able to tell you
work finally over for the weekend....
four days of working at the footy
barely got to watch any of the games
gah at essendon getting thrashed!
now ive got to start/finish my legal sac
oh the joy!
a new day...
dawns on an old lonliness
scars still show on pale skin
the dark is the only comfort
nobody can see you cry, if nobody can see
waiting for the sun to come out of the clouds
waiting for a smile to fight back
somday the sun will come out
someday she’ll remember what happiness was
of all the words you mumbled....
the only one i remember is goodbye
ill always remember it
because since you said it
it is all i have been able to hear
everywhere i go
people leave me
i always wondered why
now i know
i am the reason
trying to write
my 101 in 1001 days list
i am up to 86
i didnt know this would be so hard!!!
some days really suck...
fortunately today wasn’t on of those days
i think i have the most awesome friends in the unibubble
free periods at school
spent filling out my 101 goals
and laughing at meg and jean
these periods can be fun sometimes!!!
over crowded mind ....
make way for dreamy nights
goodnight tumblr
i apologise
for all the stupid blogs i post
about wanting and needing
they are depressng but they are my thoughts
i apologise in advance
i hate you...
because i want you so bad
and i didnt even know it
until now
and ill find you
someday i will
and the rain wont pour
and the days wont end
and time will freeze
when we are together
you are all i think about
and yet i dont remember you at all
today became sunny...
when the rain stopped pouring
and i finished cutting up our awesome (but i thought useless) fliers
i got on myspace
and saw that my headlining band are back in again!
yayayayayay
today was a good day
how can a day feel so perfect?
then in the blink of an eye
it feels like i cannot breathe
i shouldnt have shut my eyes
because it was in that moment
you walked away
and again it hurts
OMFG!
the bright star alliance
have pretty much pulled out of my benefit gig
that means we dont have a headliner!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!
we are fucked
February 2009
9 posts
what a lovely day
for the rain to pour
at least then it will hide the tears
i have cried for you so often
the ones the sun reflects off my cheek
that day will be a good day
i wont have to hide
iambenjamin
soup is so alone without you hear
come back
i need that banner to change!
but i miss you in my pants!
I remember the times…
When it didn’t hurt to smile,
When it wasn’t hard to laugh,
And I mean really laugh
Now it seems today
My smiles are pinned at the creases, as I fight to hold them on my face
And my laughter is always tinged with regret, sadness, hurt, over past memories and opportunities gone bye.
I remember the time that I almost had you,
The times when you were ever so slightly out of my reach
But something...
gah! planning a gig is hard!
a group of my friends and i are trying to organise a benefit gig for the bushfire appeal
e have enough bands to get us through like 5 gigs
but we dont have too much of an idea on what exactly we have to do?
like how to get people to fund and sponsor us!
or what we have to provide in terms of equipment and stuff!
can anyone help?
xxx
posting
for the sake of posting
because life is boring
and supervised study is killing me
no study is going on at all!
someone tell meg to stop ranting
tho it is entertaining!
GOD I LOVE THIS ONE TREE HILL QUOTE
Lucas: Sometimes I wonder if anything’s absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we’re forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we’re faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.
Lucas: Truth is still absolute. Believe...
would anyone like to?
help me customize my tumblr blog profile thingy!
because its uglay! and deffs needs to be fixed
help me pllllleeeassssseeee
today...
is a weird day
i feel happy and i haveno idea why
i think it may have something to do with the fact that it is cold today
god i hate hot weather
this weather is more my style!
pushover
festival 2009
is going to be awesome
House Vs Hurricane
Behind Crimson Eyes
Parkway Drive
The Bright Star Alliance
And Mcfly
just to mention afew
someone buy tickets and i will see you down there
abbotsford convent on the 8th of march!
school...
really isnt fun right
about to head of to RE
pray for me
that i actually can make it through the period
then i finish the day with media
which is a relief
i really do enjoy that subject
off to class now
tumbl later!
January 2009
4 posts
i want to go to a place...
where i can truely be myself
where i dont have to change the person i am to gain acceptance
where being me is actually ohkay
i want to go somewhere where i can speak my mind
without being looked down upon
play the music i love really loud
without getting strange looks or harsh comments
dress the way i want
without being called names
i know this place is out there somewhere
i just...
GAH! my secret obsession
features a number
and chad michael murray
and basketball
and hot boys making out with gorgeous girls
GAH! i love one tree hill
i watched at least 20 episodes today seeing as mum has fully acquired all the dsvds for me!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
i love it soooooo much!
tralalala
i just ate a minimum of 150 grams of chocolate
wait it was so heaps more
just cementing my fat pig status!